lord jesus, i rededciate my life to you from today. I live to serve u -n- u alone.

no matter wat ppl may say or do, i will always follow u. forgive me for walking away from you for these many years and now im truly back home.

I have lied to ppl, cheated, stole, cussed, disobeyed, so many sins u can name, even committed lust in my heart. I confess to you Lord that i am a disgraceful sinner and i am not worthy of your mercy or grace or forgiveness, i deserve hell.

I am not a good person and never will be or am i not perfect. Every day, i have evil thoughts but yet i try to live a preacher's life at such a young age. Its so hard to live a preacher's life, i feel like quittin sometimes but i know i can't cuz there is a generation of young people cryin out to god and im the one that can reach them. I'm only 15 Lord but yet u started ur work at 12 here on earth. Sometimes i wonder wat do ppl at school think abt me lord? my guesses are weird, strange, always to myself. but rlly tats not me, u knoe me lord. im waitin for my time to speak ur word so everyone will know who u are. Lord, protect my friends at school, most of them need you cuz time is runnin out for some of them, i feel it.

If anyone reads this, This is what Jesus is sayin to you, Quit livin such a sinful life, live for me and not the world. I love you. I died for you. I went to the cross so you could come to heaven and live there with me for eternity. Listen to my servant Matt, I have chosen him to preach to his generation to tell them my words that I speak through him. All the pain I endured for each and everyone of you and yet you still sin and still not listen to me. Some of you Christians say you will die for me, but how can you die for me if you can not live for me. Stay away from cursing, gossip, evil language, nasty thoughts. Be pure in heart. Be loving, caring, forgiving. And most of all, Honour me with not lip servivce but with heart sevice. I know if you are really worshippin me or not. I see all things in the dark and the light. My time to return is coming soon. Look around you. The signs are everywhere. To America, you have brought this recession upon yourselves cuase you have turned ur back on me, I have blessed you with so many blessings that you take them for granted and you have turned your back on me. Now i must take away those blessings one by one startin wit what you love the most. Money. Humble urself America and seek my face and repent and i will hear and heal ur lands. Love others like i have loved you. Do not discourage anyone.

Come bac to me. I am waiting.. while u still have time... the clock is ticking..